It's 4 o' clock and I'm curling my fork into a mess of tomato-spiked spaghetti, onions, and basil leftovers straight from the stainless-steel pot I heated it up in. I'm not sure whether to call it or the teacup of yogurt tossed with blueberries and granola I had at eleven my lunch, and which one to deem as a snack. It's summer and anything goes. I'm finishing the spaghetti off with a handful of bittersweet chocolate chips. Label them what you will, I'll just call them a little peek at heaven.
Summer is full of those little peeks. I'm talking actual peeks here (although, my summer and palms have seen their fair share of chocolate chips this season). Peeks at growth as your oldest tries to squeeze into a swimsuit from a year ago. Peeks at adventure as your kids head off to the retention pond to try their hand at fishing for the first time. And sometimes, peeks at the things you let slip during a busy school year as you crack open a "junk" drawer and find a mass of handwritten anecdotes meant for a future blog that never found its way.
My youngest is up to his elbows in the crisper drawer of the refrigerator. I have precisely six minutes before he moves to lining my kitchen counters with every condiment within his grasp. It's not a "write a full-blown blog" kind of day. But as I read through the chicken scratch of notes I began compiling in March, I'm picking up on some patterns. One major theme appears to be Nathan and food, or more precisely, Nathan's thoughts about me and food:
Nathan went through a phase in which he made requests by referring to his body. For weeks, I was awaken by requests like, "Mom, my body wants celery and jelly." Nathan's body had a penchant to the peculiar in the early morning hours. (I gave him celery and peanut butter that morning. Just in case you're wondering.)
One evening, I overheard him inform Jason, "My body wants apples, but Mommy's body forgot to buy apples." (Mama's body is very unreliable.)
And now, a series of quotes from one week in March:
On Sunday: "Mom, when you eat ice cream, you want to keep your eyes open to look for cherries."
On Thursday: Jason was working from home. Nathan, the only child awake, was occupied. I decided to take advantage and grab a quick shower. When I came out, Nathan informed me that while I was busy, he found the chocolate chips and ate a bunch.
"Where is the bag now?" I asked.
"I'm not telling you. I don't want you to take them and eat them all."
On Friday: Nathan saw the big bag of chocolate chips (rescued from his hiding spot) back in the pantry. "You didn't eat them all!"
May 15th: Nathan was eating breakfast by himself as his siblings slept. He heard Jack rattling the baby gate blocking his doorway. He offered to go let him out and left the table. Halfway out of the kitchen he turned back, "Don't eat my breakfast while I'm gone."
Clearly, a couple of months didn't do anything to change his perception of his mother as an eating-force to be reckoned with (or at least not trusted). However, as much as he worries that I will eat the contents of the kitchen and leave him nothing but scraps, there is one morsel he's always willing to send my way: his bread crusts. My children used to eat their bread crusts. They didn't know that not eating them was an option. Then, they went to grandma's house. Grandma made them sandwiches. She asked if they wanted their crusts cut off. They thought this was a fantastic idea. They never ate their crusts again. (This has happened as mothers send their kids off to grandma's house the world over. Frazzled mamas complain to said mothers about the good thing they had going. Grandmas, seasoned problem-solvers that they are, buy those plastic do-hickeys that cut sandwiches into perfect butterflies or dinosaurs and stuff them in the grandkids' Easter baskets.* The mama who created the do-hickey sends Facebook messages to all her grandma friends telling them that children of this millennia do not eat crust. They believe her. She is a millionaire.**) Jason and I find ourselves floating in whole wheat crusts come lunch time. We've switched to guerrilla warfare tactics. He's begun to tell the kids that the crusts are magic, that to grow big and strong you need to eat the magic.
May 21st: "I don't want to eat the magic."
But he does want to eat everything else.*** Before I get my hands on it.
* We love you, Mom, and the plastic dinosaur do-hickey. Nate tells me he'll eat his crusts when he's eight.
**This story is completely fabricated. But it sounds true.
How I've missed your stories. I think most Mommys' bodies are unreliable. I found a bowl of tomato soup to the the perfect side to all those homeless crusts. ;)ReplyDelete